A bit strength back again
I have to marvel at how as short as a few days of dribbling helped find back a lot strength. I should have known this much earlier. Muscle memory will not betray you. For so long I have been trying to find back sobber thinking by finding back physical strength. Evidently[……]
Just two hours of fighting EOG (A translation for a philosophical and economic workd)… Parting the curtains, I was greeted again by this lovely yard, in which there some plant’s pines, a rabbit on the righthand side and a dog that now stopped barking at me and yet assumes a tense posture approchin[……]
Sunshower
Walked out and along the road north. Sun gleams shot through grey clouds over the horizon. On the way home, it rains while the sun still hangs out there. Sunshower. While roaming even if on such a modest strech of roads, I couldn’t help thinking of being a tramp. Promptly such thinking[……]
Lighted upon a post by a Tieba Bro 老哥，a gambler pouring his pathetic fortounes in Vagrant Ba. Needless to say, he was assaulted by Gay, illicit go-between and someone would call him names by first conning him into “calling me Dad”. Clicking into the comment, I told him to text me in private his Ali[……]
《词语》(The Words) by Sartre
An autobiographic memoir of Sarte’s life before ten. Sartre’s reading resonates with my memory. To see Sartre as a lonely child is definitely a find. In this book, Sartre was no longer a deep-minded philosopher, but an ordinary child thrown into the concepts fromed b[……]
Reading lists
Jupiter’s Travels
西蒙在60年代以4年时间穿越世界里程达10万公里以上。youtube上看到其耄耋之年的采访，眼里仍可见当年的神采。文字比较老派、繁复，有读者批评文字跟作者骑行过的道路一般bumpy, 难读。的确如此，记者写稿子差不多，写书好像总安排不好轻重和节奏。整本游记有种低沉、忧郁的调子——四年的艰苦路途不易讲述，相比轰隆隆引擎声中尘土飞扬的道路，言说、讲述似乎毫无分量。人们做一件事情的理由往往简单地难以置信，但讲述它们，却总希望精心编织。
《禅与摩托车维修艺术》
探讨的其实是哲学问[……]
A night dream-wandering in Beijing
Dreaming, I was half jumping and half flying over the rooftops of old houses in a street at night. Lost and feeling my body light beyond words, I seemed in freedom from loss…the sense of loss and emptiness.
A new dream.
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Amusing, adaptive to local life, with a lofty purpose (Red Bags Project for needy children project), optimistic, Ed Pratt could be a great case in my Roverblood collection.
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One thing that gives me cold feet is that I am not sure my decision-making at present could be well-supported by my state of mind and physical conditions both shaped by stark projection of things ahead.
From the books, I concluded it happiness of life comes from a combination of chaos that repre[……]
After noon, it was dazzling outside. I saw in the glass reflection of the shop plaque across the street in this cubicle.
Dazzling sunlight after noon. It put me in mind of a dad’s photo, in which he wore a military wide brim hat, heels pressed tight against each other. He stood there, so upright[……]