For “Generations”

1# A conversation at the train station

Just upon my arrival at the train station, a red spot came up on my Wechat screen. A remitance screenshot. I counted the zero after the numebr two and there were four ones. Twenty thousand yuan, followed by Dad’s words: I tried your name in the search box an[……]

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The Way of Nature

An action naturally happens when mind arrives first through an inner journey.

*”when mind arrives first”: Willingness.

You are in a state of gratitude because you feel like it’s already happened. You may not know all the specifics of your desired outcome—when it will take place, where, and und[……]

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Still and Ever Out There: A Synopsis

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“All Dazai Osamu’s problems Can be Handled by Workout”

My friend Xie’s night talk with me prompted the writing of this post.

Zhi An, an old-school writer in China once quoted Yukio Mishima’s observing of Dazi Osamu that all Daai Osamu’s problems can be handled by workout. I remembered this sentence when I discussed with my friend Xie about the impact[……]

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Roverblood: Our Mind is a Battlefield # 1

Whether you are willing to admit, it is true: Our mind is a battlefield. Of course I am speaking from my own experience and observation.

Consider the worse-case scenario (obviously not for all, but for many): You are so struck by inner fear and memory of past disastrous experience and you have to[……]

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One Out of Five

But I will keep in touch with John, politely and slightly. He provides a template of people who are fearful, indecisive, feeble and prone to circumstances. Zhang Xiaoyu said that you are the average version of five people you deal with most frequently. Then I get it:

Li reflects my old-school and[……]

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You have nothing to learn from Innocent Niubility

Innocent Niubility versus Awakend Exploring

Xiaohong sent me a link, titled “Elementary students’ English stuns people”, and added “scared to death” literally in Chinese. Well, I kinda cannot be “shocked” by such things in the slightest sense.

Are these elementary or junior hig[……]

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From Value to Relationship?

For several weeks in a row I’ve been thinking about value versus relationship.

Must one be worthy regarding value (like a great job, salary, appearance, background) to have decent relationships (romantic or other interpersonal ties)?

If you look at reality, sadly, it seems true. But, but the[……]

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Time in Parallel

To respond to crucial questions in lasting moves.

At an individual level, how could the sense of meaning be formed?

As of July 5th 2021, I’d say it’s to do what you identify with. To do what you want.

Then many questions will arise. For one, why people don’t do what they want to do?

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May 21st

Cursive journal of today.

Captain on bus

A security conductor on bus shouted”mask, your mask” in English to two girls just onboard. I doubted if I had been in a trance, but realized the conductor did say the word. There are many “first time” in one’s life and I just got another one. His urge r[……]

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